I am getting divorced at 22 years old. Epic Fail. I can move on, but right now I feel like I have failed everyone I know. They believed that I could make this relationship work, I believed I could make it work. Now, I see that all my fight has been in vain. I have made a huge mistake in believing that two different kinds of personalities (like me and my husband) could make it. I had a fifty fifty chance and I did not make the cut.
However, I could look back and say that what I did was for my happiness. My life did improve in many ways. I learned many things about love and the people you choose to spend your life with. I am in college and doing well, and i can financially support myself. I have a good relationship with my mother, and I have many friends who are here to keep my spirits up.
Maybe someday I will find someone who has shared my pain and wants the same things I do... I am young and perhaps I will be happy someday. It will be a better happy too. I will deal with my shame and repair relationships that I have let go. But ultimately, I need to make myself happy.
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February 2009 
Tifster
